♥ Yay, happy anniversary of the day Jeremy and I began dating! ♥
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✓ sometimes i wish that i could freeze the picture ✖
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17 October 2008 @ 02:21 pm
good07 April 2008 @ 11:27 pm
It appears that life isn't complete and utter fail at the moment, but at the same time it somehow is. I'm getting really sick of having to jump through hoop upon hoop just to register my car down here and just to become a fucking resident here. How much more money and time do I have to spend on this? Yeah, I know "lulz u r immigrant which means u is suk bitch". If that's how you feel about it then you can drink a nice tall glass of shut the fuck up. I don't have anymore money to throw at my lawyer, I don't have any money to buy anything. We're just barely getting by even if that.
And how much god damn longer with the work permit take to get here? By the time I get my work permit I'll be a resident and not need it anymore. Here's to hoping that Angelo will call Jeremy back and give him some work at the palm tree farm, otherwise I dunno what the fuck. He's applied everywhere but they're either not hiring or just never call back. I can imagine it's going to be super fucking worse when I try to get work. Also, I love how everything just falls into a chasm all at once. As if I needed more shit to feel despair-y-ful over. Thanks for the daily dosage of depression, world. Thanks a bunch.
At least there's good coming this weekend. Thursday tante Judy and uncle Marc will be down until the seventeenth so I can at least see them. And on the weekend Jeremy and I will be celebrating our Anniversary (of being together, not marriage - that's in October) at a hotel where we can get the fuck away from people for a little while. Win at life. His mom is paying for it as a sort of wedding gift since she was broke when we got married to begin with. I'm glad she got her disability checks and stuff, at least that's a huge bit of chip off of her shoulders and she really needed that.
Aside that? Nothing, and I mean nothing has been going on. I miss my parents and siblings - and I miss my friends. Also, I'm still in the creative slump I've been in for a while now so there's really no bloody change at all. Fucking epic fail. Although, I guess it's been picking up a little bit. At least I'm managing to feel better about it and I don't think anyone's noticed any epic failery at least at the comms I'm posting in.Aside maybe Midian because I suck at posting there.
Bleh. Why isn't it the weekend yet? I hope I'll manage to get Isaac's blanket done by the time it's his birthday but all signs are pointing to fail at that as well since I'm feeling like shit and not up to knitting at the moment. What a wonderful Auntie I am. "Happy Birthday Isaac, here's an IOU." ._.
Fucking blah. :(
And how much god damn longer with the work permit take to get here? By the time I get my work permit I'll be a resident and not need it anymore. Here's to hoping that Angelo will call Jeremy back and give him some work at the palm tree farm, otherwise I dunno what the fuck. He's applied everywhere but they're either not hiring or just never call back. I can imagine it's going to be super fucking worse when I try to get work. Also, I love how everything just falls into a chasm all at once. As if I needed more shit to feel despair-y-ful over. Thanks for the daily dosage of depression, world. Thanks a bunch.
At least there's good coming this weekend. Thursday tante Judy and uncle Marc will be down until the seventeenth so I can at least see them. And on the weekend Jeremy and I will be celebrating our Anniversary (of being together, not marriage - that's in October) at a hotel where we can get the fuck away from people for a little while. Win at life. His mom is paying for it as a sort of wedding gift since she was broke when we got married to begin with. I'm glad she got her disability checks and stuff, at least that's a huge bit of chip off of her shoulders and she really needed that.
Aside that? Nothing, and I mean nothing has been going on. I miss my parents and siblings - and I miss my friends. Also, I'm still in the creative slump I've been in for a while now so there's really no bloody change at all. Fucking epic fail. Although, I guess it's been picking up a little bit. At least I'm managing to feel better about it and I don't think anyone's noticed any epic failery at least at the comms I'm posting in.
Bleh. Why isn't it the weekend yet? I hope I'll manage to get Isaac's blanket done by the time it's his birthday but all signs are pointing to fail at that as well since I'm feeling like shit and not up to knitting at the moment. What a wonderful Auntie I am. "Happy Birthday Isaac, here's an IOU." ._.
Fucking blah. :(
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