Bah! Having a blah day, it seems.
I'm really nervous about PA, suddenly. It's because I'm attempting to play out the first ever plot I've thought up (well, it's really Jeremy and my plot) and I'm worried people won't be interested in it or it won't get played through because I fail at explaining everything. I keep feeling like I shouldn't have even bothered with it, last night I almost decided to IM Katie and tell her that I decided against it and we could just junk it and move on with other plots. I've never been this nervous about an RP plot before in my life. I do get nervous about other people's plots cause I get scared that I'll ruin them and I really don't want to do that. And now I'm just nervous about fucking up my own. I'm real bright, huh? Sigh.
I need to ask Aaron or Raina about that stuff going down at Template. I just want it to be over with. u.u
Note; check spectaculum to see if I got accepted or not. If so, work on second application. x.x
I'm really nervous about PA, suddenly. It's because I'm attempting to play out the first ever plot I've thought up (well, it's really Jeremy and my plot) and I'm worried people won't be interested in it or it won't get played through because I fail at explaining everything. I keep feeling like I shouldn't have even bothered with it, last night I almost decided to IM Katie and tell her that I decided against it and we could just junk it and move on with other plots. I've never been this nervous about an RP plot before in my life. I do get nervous about other people's plots cause I get scared that I'll ruin them and I really don't want to do that. And now I'm just nervous about fucking up my own. I'm real bright, huh? Sigh.
I need to ask Aaron or Raina about that stuff going down at Template. I just want it to be over with. u.u
Note; check spectaculum to see if I got accepted or not. If so, work on second application. x.x
Current Mood: 
nauseated
nauseatedCurrent Music: make it mine @JASON MRAZ
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